ALREADY ONE YEAR...

Well, this weekend it's going to be my first year in Slovenija, one year far away from family, friends, work, university, my training tracks...

It has been a year full of emotions, with no middle terms, has been a year full of good and bad experiences, but over everything, has been a year that I have found myslef, although I suspect that I haven't found everything of myself, but sure I've found a lot.

I've found friends, I've found trip partners, I've found new challenges, new fears and also I started to face old ones. "Life it's a challenge..." This is what it's written in one bottle of water, and it's true but it's a challenge only if you want, If you are disposed to feel the emotions in their maximum expression. Only it's a challenge if you are disposed to go untill the end and follow your dreams even if somebody tell to you that you are crazy...

For me, even I'm really positive and omptymisthic, it's not easy be abroad, and less, start from "0", my mood all the time it's like a fair attraction, now it's up and then it's down, I'm circles, flips, curves... After the experience of EVS the life turns harder and, more... uncertain... I'd deceptions, dissappointments, but from every I learnt a lot.

Of course, I could come back and stay in Spain... But no... This is not my style I try to don't regret anything what I decided... Always I'm following my pulses and then I convert my life in a frenetic and intense experience... Maybe I'm wrong all the time, maybe I should come into the normal way, live a normal life, walk in the same direction that the others, but no, I want to see what will happen if I decided to follow my thoughts...


When I decided to start that... adventure? Trip? Searching of something...? I knew, that won't l be perfect and won't be full of bliss all the time, I knew what to expected from myself and also that sometimes I should put my... because the things won't follow the plan, if ever I had one.

A part of following my dreams I'm trying to find my place, I'm looking up for that place that I will feel like home... Every day I'm closer I know, but before arrive the day I have a lot to do.

I achieved new jobs, new style life and new projects for my future. I like the situation that I'm living, permit me to have open mind easly, be more creative all the time and that feeling of outsider it's one of the best and worst things that ever happen to me!

Dwight D. Eisenhower
Pessimism never won any battle.

Salut i força, a seguir pedalant!

Carles